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Topic: My Creations
Subject: New poem.
Greetings. I'm sorry for the long delay of posting anything. I've hit a road block on whether or not I wanted to post anything else up. So many people have caused me to almost loose my writing spark on various occasions. So, I'm willing to try again to see what people think about my poetry. I mean no offense to any one on the site, the poems are meant for me to write out the overrun emotions i feel from day to day life.
Perhaps one day.. I'll get it...
Words are useless to me, I cannot
fathom what it's like to truly speak my
mind.
Forgive me, dear friend, for i'm trying
to understand. But I'm not good at
saying what's on my mind, not in speaking
at any rate.
Perhaps, I should continue this drabble,
and perhaps, you'll understand what i'm
trying to say, when the words wont come
to my lips. Past my head, Out of my mouth,
they need to be.
Maybe, I'm not cut out for this stuff, Maybe,
i should stop, while i still can. Maybe, I shouldn't
be trying so hard, to become what they all
wish me to be.
Will I someday, know, what it's like to speak my
mind, rather than just bottle it up inside? Maybe,
Maybe not. Walking Time bomb may I be, for now
until the end, so should it be.
Unraveling is soon to pass, Venting, is all i need
to overcome it. Unwilling to do it? Or just afraid?
what path is mine, Which one to take?
I'm sorry I'm not like everyone else, I figured it would
get boring with so much of us around. Perhaps, I was
wrong in doing what I did, To make me forgive, what a stupid
thing to think.
Forgetting is something i shouldn't have done. It made me
cold, heartless, a walking corpse to them all.
Above all, I know what i've done. It hurt so many, and so many
were lost. Perhaps, I am not cut out to be ... a friend. When one is in
need, i flee to the sea.
I'm all alone, in this world of life. In my own sorrowfilled cage, I must
start to fight. Yet this fight, inwhich i must partake, will only end in
sadness, and unbearable pain.
Bottling it up, deep inside, is all i know, and all I can do. For now,
It's what i'm good at,
Perhaps one day...
.. i'll get it.
Posted on 2008-08-15 at 06:03:53.
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Topic: For Whom the Bell Tolls Q&A
Subject: Sad to be leaving..
I've really enjoyed playing.. at least the times when my computer allowed chat to run..
Unless my work hours have it so I have fridays off, I'll have to sit out... But I'm working seeing if I do infact get at least some fridays off, will keep you posted on that... for now, it's time for me to curl up with chicken noodle soup and try to get my voice back
Posted on 2008-04-28 at 01:31:51.
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Topic: For Whom the Bell Tolls Q&A
Subject: Can't make it this friday..
I work a closing shift on Friday, and the following friday as well, so I wont be able to make it to either of those.
Posted on 2008-04-20 at 13:33:21.
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Topic: The Return of the Prodigal Son
Subject: Velkyn Moonshine
Velkyn walked into the bar and after being there for a short time, she had questioned about the poster inwhich she saw upon entering. As the tender started to explain a man got up from a table and made his way towards her. She paid no mind to the man as they both were intently listening to the tale of the disappearances and their dire need to solve the problems.
After he finished, the man, Khalessin, spoke up,
"So how about the two of you? Are you joining the cause" He had asked. Velkyn turned towards him and nods her head slowly,
"I too, will be joining this." Was all the ranger stated.
Posted on 2008-04-16 at 23:50:19.
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Topic: For Whom the Bell Tolls Q&A
Subject: actually Kaelyn...
This Friday I'm working almost through the whole entire game. I don't get off work until 7:30pm...
Posted on 2008-04-16 at 23:31:10.
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Topic: For Whom the Bell Tolls Q&A
Subject: hmm
Arys will also go North.
Posted on 2008-04-08 at 21:24:59.
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Topic: For Whom the Bell Tolls Q&A
Subject: ..
That sounds fine with me.
Posted on 2008-03-23 at 21:37:47.
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Topic: For Whom the Bell Tolls Q&A
Subject: Awesome
I too had fun, when my computer would actually work. Hopefully next time it will like me and i can stay the full time in chat.
Posted on 2008-03-23 at 05:06:39.
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Topic: My Creations
Subject: Vanish - poem # 323
Vanish
There comes a time
where you think you
have everything figured
out.
One minute your with a friend
that you've known for years
the next, nothings there.. On the
receiving end.
No one to listen to your stories,
no one there to make you smile.
One minute you're talking about
some stupid joke, the next you're
crying like someone killed your
soul
One minute you're talking about
something you did at school that
day. The next your screaming out
in pain.
Vanish without a thought, without a
word to ease her mind. Just picked up
and left without a sound.
One minute we're talking and chatting
away, the next, she's alone,
no one to ease her troubled mind.
No one to take away the pain, no one
around to comfort her.
Picked up and left you did..
Trying to move one, I tried to
forget.
I tried to push the fact you werent
there to the back of my mind
Tried to forget that you..
...Vanished before my eyes.
I can't remember why i wrote this, but it's not against or about anyone at the inn.
Posted on 2008-03-16 at 21:34:02.
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Topic: In Memoriam [Recruitment]
Subject: sounds good.
I'm in aswell. I had a good time doing that.
Posted on 2008-03-10 at 02:32:45.
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Topic: In Memoriam [Recruitment]
Subject: i'll play
I'll,play a high elf ranger.. please roll me up one.
Posted on 2008-03-06 at 21:20:31.
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Topic: Underdark
Subject: Hm
Velkyn stood silently where she appeared after going through the portal. She heard Aelistae greet her and she nods her head in the lady drow's direction in greeting after having been told rather rudely by the half-ogre to shush. She listens intently to the conversation, while taking in her surroundings. Her eyes roam the room inwhich she's standing. After awhile her eyes return to the half-ogre as he speaks to her, she looks at him and nods her head showing that she heard him, but doesnt say anything else.
She then turns her eyes back towards Aelistae as she speaks of a plan, she watches closely to what the lady drow is doing, then speaks, her voice a soft whisper, almost too quiet to be heard,
"I also, agree with the plan." She then takes out her long sword and short sword and stands there waiting for the sign to move ahead.
Posted on 2008-01-08 at 04:56:21.
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Topic: Underdark
Subject: Velkyn makes an appearance
A young elvin woman walks towards the portal and steps through. Stepping out on the other side she darts her eyes around the room and spots a few others, her eyes momentarily stop upon seeing the Drow woman but says nothing as she smiles softly, her voice soft almost as a whipser,
"I'm terribly sorry I'm late. My name is Velkyn." Her bright blue eyes seem to compliment her silvery white hair as she looks upon the rest of the party, awaiting to begin the adventure she finds herself in.
Posted on 2007-12-31 at 06:44:56.
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Topic: My Creations
Subject: Poem # 324
Worlds Divided
In a world divided by hate
and anger, how will you fair
within it's grasp? Will you fight
to free yourself? or let it take
you fully?
Would you forget about all the
things you care about? or would
you fight to be free?
Would you pretend that everything
was normal, that you arent trapped
inside the anger and hate? Or
would you give up and let it
consume you?
Would you leave behind all the
joy and happiness? what side then
would you go to?
What side in this divided world
would you pick to stay on? Would
you be happy there? or would you
feel like you were betrayed someone
close to you?
Would you enjoy which ever side
you picked in this world
divided?
For this poem, i wrote early this morning. A round of insomnia hit that i couldn't shake off. With me being on painkillers i thought that it would help make me fall asleep, but alas.. it hasn't. This poem isn't about anything and/or one. I just wrote it to try and stop the jumbled thoughts that are currently flying around in my mind.
Posted on 2007-11-01 at 19:57:33.
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Topic: Where are you from?
Subject: where i'm from...
Alabama: t_catt11 (Birmingham)
Alaska
Arizona
Arkansas
California Dragon Mistress, Brianna (mile from Disneyland) / Driztts San Diego (just miles away from Sea World)
Colorado
Connecticut
Delaware
District of Columbia
Florida - Admiral (Tampa)
Georgia
Hawaii
Idaho
Illinois
Indiana
Iowa
Kansas
Kentucky
Louisiana
Maine
Maryland
Massachusetts
Michigan: Drakar(St. Joesph)
Minnesota
Mississippi
Missouri
Montana
Nebraska
Nevada Reno; Greygrey
New Hampshire
New Jersey
New Mexico
New York: Jozan1 ( Fort Plain )
North Carolina
North Dakota
Ohio: Eol Fefalas (New Carlisle)
Oklahoma
Oregon
Pennsylvania
Rhode Island
South Carolina
South Dakota
Tennessee
Texas: Tann'Talas (San Antonio, Home of the Alamo)
Utah
Vermont
Virginia
Washington
West Virginia
Wisconsin
Wyoming
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Canada
Alberta - Sibelius Eos Owm (Calgary), SilentOne (Wetaskiwin)
Manitoba - Vilyamar (Winnipeg)
Ontario - Alacrity & Vanadia (Toronto), Tempest (Brooklin)
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Overseas
United Kingdom - Ginafae (Edinburgh)
Iceland - Skari-dono
The Netherlands - Fantasy & Almerin ('s-Hertogenbosch)
Sweden - Scarab (Jönköping)
Finland - Raven (Oulu)
Posted on 2007-10-28 at 03:22:31.
Edited on 2007-10-28 at 08:04:20 by TannTalas
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Topic: My Creations
Subject: New poem.
Greetings,
I am back with one of my newer poems. I stopped writing in June of this year and recently started back up. Please enjoy. - SilentOne
Journey
Embark on a journey
embrace the way of life..
No telling who will jummp
out and ask for your help,
no tellling when you'll be turned
away just because you failed at
being the one thing that a person
truly needed.
No seeing ahead, of what life will
bring. bring to you, a cold hate filled
hand. Hand by hand you will defend. Fate
by fate, will you learn to hate?
No sensing the danger that lies ahead, on
that eerie dark path. Wandering down a cold
hatred way. is the way you must take. No turning
back.
Not a look, not a glance, of what you
might become if you shall fail. upon
doing this task. This task, that was given
to you to complete in time, there will be
no helping hand
No key to turn, no door to unlock, no map
to look to. Wandering in circles, your eyes
tightly closed, trying to escape, trying to
fail.
Embark on a journey
...Embrace the way of life
You have just begun..
Posted on 2007-10-03 at 00:16:14.
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Topic: The Morphing Game
Subject: ...
stay
Posted on 2007-06-21 at 03:30:37.
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Topic: The Unknown
Subject: Long Awaited Chapter thirty
Hello,
Finally over the three month writer's block i've been trying to get past. I will admit, i am not fond of this chapter as it's pretty crappy. i have chapter 31 almost finished. Please, enjoy to all those who haven't given up on this yet - SilentOne
Chapter Thirty: Getting out and letting go
Bardar’s POV
I watched the conversation going on between Scorpion and Crow. He actually signed the papers, and showed them to her. His reasoning was clear - he was scared and wanted to be protected. But what was there stopping him from completing his mission to the assassination squad he was on?
“I know what the papers are crow, and I know that you signed them” I heard scorpion say in a broken voice, ready to shed the tears I knew she was holding back. She asked him why, and all he could say was that she wasn’t waking up, it was just encase. A loud sob escaped Scorpion’s mouth and I angrily told crow that he had done enough.
“She’s my sister! I’m only watching out for her!” he told me. I was angry at Crow for what he had done. I was about to tell him what I thought of him, when Scorpion’s plea for him to leave was heard. I gently placed Scorpion back on the bed, feeling suddenly cold without her body close to mine, and kissed her forehead. I made my way to leave, and I told her she needed rest. I was shocked when her hands gripped my am and she clung to me, pleading that she didn’t want to be alone. I gave in and sat down in the chair once again.
“how do you do it? How do you continue to be so strong when you know that your sick?” I said sadly. I wasn’t excepting an answer, but I got one anyways.
“I never give up. I can never turn away from.. Hope” was what she said to me as she drifted off to sleep. I heard footsteps near the door and looked up to see Dusk and my brother there along with a doctor.
“Sir, visiting hours are over” the doctor said to me. I nod my head and quietly get up and walk to where my family was standing. I looked at Kaga and smiled slightly, placing a hand on his shoulder my voice was quiet as the door to her room was still open and I didn’t want to wake her,
“tomorrow” was all I told him, but I knew he understood. They followed me out and I saw Crow leaning against the building. I watched him, my eyes cold. I grabbed Kaga and pulled him towards me and whispered in his ear, “keep an eye on Dusk, I don’t trust him anymore” was what I said. I smiled as he nodded in understanding, I turned back towards the hospital and reentered the building as Kaga took our little sister home. I walked up to the nurse and asked her about Scorpion’s release date and was shocked with the answer,
“She’s free to go anytime, I just need someone that’s related to her to sign the papers” was what the nurse said. I frowned inwardly, I knew crow wouldn’t let her out, not with what’s been happening. I tried to think of a way to get her out of this place - I knew she hated it. I was surprised when Kaga’s voice rang out in my ears,
“He is related to her” was what he said. The nurse looked past me in surprise,
“And how is he related to her, Sir?” she asked him. The lie he told just slipped from his lips without hesitation,
“She’s his wife” was all he said. All he needed to say as the papers were given to me and I quickly signed them. The nurse stood up and went and got scorpion, helping her walk towards me. I watched as Kaga turned to leave as Scorpion reached me and nearly toppled over if it wasn’t for me catching her and lifting her into my arms. Scorpion’s voice, though heavy with weariness reached my brother’s ears,
“Kaga.. it’s okay now” she said, he looked at her in confusion as we walked towards home, Scorpion smiled as she rested her head on my shoulder, “I forgive you. It’s over” was all she said as sleep over took her.
Posted on 2007-05-30 at 05:22:50.
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Topic: My Creations
Subject: Newest Poem
Hello, I have decieded to post up the following poem. Please keep in mind that this poem is not about any one persons here. I mean no offence by it. Please enjoy -SilentOne
Suffocating
Thought you could get away,
with the fact that all you gave me
was false sense of security?
what made you think, that i'd
never figure it out? That all you
said to me, was piled lies on one
another?
did it not mean anything? Did
my trust mean so little to you? Did
my friendship i offered and gave away,
dwindled to nothing?
Breathing heavily, tears escape
a broken soul, in which it can
never be, repaired.
the damage done, it's gone, lost
forever shall it be
disappeared, without a trace, is what
you're lies, your hidden words, have
caused. Never again.. will you
see
Did all we do, never phase you?
was all it a lie, to get me to
lower my guards? drop my walls,
was that all it was for?
Promises broken, never be replaced,
This is what you've caused with you
malice ways.
Battered, bloodied, wounded
and scorned. This is who you
caused me to become, I'll never
forget..
was it a mistake? when I offered
my friendship to you? I believed
that you wouldn't lie to me, you made
me believe you're soft spoken words of
how you'll ever never betray me.
Your words were lies, now I can't
believe anything you say. It's done,
It's over...
Leave me be!
I dont want to believe,
not anymore,
I don't want to believe
anything you say.
Let me go!
I don't care what you say,
I don't care how much
you beg, i want you to leave,
never come back, never
return.
Let me breathe!
I can't handle it anymore,
i can't breathe, let me
go, let me live, my life as
i wish.
Don't do this!
Back up, don't come closer,
i dont want you near me!
I dont care what you have
to say, i'm not listening
anymore.
I'm done, i'm through!
It will do you no good..
...to..
..Suffocate Me!
Posted on 2007-05-25 at 23:46:52.
Edited on 2007-05-25 at 23:47:22 by SilentOne
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Topic: The Morphing Game
Subject: ..
felt
Posted on 2007-04-12 at 03:29:51.
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Topic: The Morphing Game
Subject: ..
fell
Posted on 2007-04-11 at 20:03:30.
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Topic: The Morphing Game
Subject: .....
salt
Posted on 2007-04-11 at 06:57:43.
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Topic: The Morphing Game
Subject: ...
mart
Posted on 2007-04-11 at 04:00:59.
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Topic: The Unknown
Subject: Long Awaiting...
Sorry it's taken me so long to get another chapter up, got stuck in a writers block. I will try my best to get a new chapter up... to all those who havent given up...
Posted on 2007-04-11 at 01:38:31.
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Topic: The Morphing Game
Subject: ..
fake
Posted on 2007-04-09 at 04:52:08.
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