A secret conversation
….. You can’t be serious.
I am.
Gladdirr…. He’s far too young. And he’s not even of the First Sending.
He is one year from his First Sending, and he has attained that distinction faster than anyone in a generation. If I recall, you were not much older than he when you were attached to the campaign to re-secure the northern Dun Kav’r route…
This is different... He won’t have a detachment of spiderguard and a Master from the Circle with him…. And that’s beside the point. There are much more qualified Khun-kharad who have already attained the Second Sending and who understand their limits. Caelldar, or even Darkis, would be better emissaries.
Caell has languished. He has lost his hunger. It took him twice as long to reach the Second Sending as his First. And you know Darkis would inflame the Sentinels. They are angling to send one of their own.
What ab---
Before you say Balin, we cannot risk him. Immin has grown to depend on him. And his work on the modified Warding runes has great potential.
Have you forgotten the elemental. That was Gladdirr’s fault. It could have destroyed millennia of irreplaceable knowledge in the Library.
It is because of that incident that I put his name forward. Not even I could have guessed that a fire elemental was bound within that Holding rune. His willingness to challenge our dusty conventions -- don’t argue, I know your view on the culdak-rhun, and you know mine -- is precisely what qualifies him for this journey. And it was your second-nephew he saved—who, I believe, is two Sendings above him… Few of Gladdirr’s years would have had the foresight to carve Power in that way…. Plus, as you know, this is a young man’s task in many respects.
You sound as if the decision has been made. Has the Circle voted?
They have.
What did Master Immin say?
He agrees with me. He also believes that Gladdirr has certain.. other.. qualities that will serve him well should he find what he suspects awaits in Charadun.
You surely didn’t share Master Immin’s theories with Gladdirr. I know you two are close but this could unwind months of negotiations with the Council before the Vallakarl commissions the mission… Not to mention leave us looking for a new envoy.
I did not. And you should mind what you say. Master Immin shared his views with the Vallakarl after the obsidian Rune awoke, and that will be the extent of the Order’s pronouncements on the issue.
…. How will you prepare him?
He will have everything we can give him. Do you really believe anyone in our order is truly prepared for this? By our very nature, most are not. More time will not change that. He will have the spiderguard. And I have taken certain… precautions. I have also asked Master Khondar to provide him with an ample supply of runes for a journey of this nature. He will be ready. Or he will not. Either way, he is our best hope.
…… Ak-Quan guide him…
A parting conversation
Gladdirr.
Master Thabal. What are you doing this far up in the stacks?
I have a request of you.
I sent Yurna to return the Xoth-Kharl remnants last --
Ah. Yes. Yurna returned the scroll. I trust you found it useful. But there is something else I would like to discuss.
Yes?
The khahan-karlen Council. I will, unfortunately, be unable to attend. I’m sorry Gladdirr but I must leave for Calestra tomorrow if I am to reach them before the southern pass is snowed in for the winter.
But… what if the Council believes another Runemaster is better suited for the--
They will accept our nomination, Gladdirr. Master Immin and I have seen to that.
I see.
I need you to do something for me. Before you go, please, visit Master Khondar in the armory. He has a few thing I believe will aid you in this undertaking.
Of course… I have my sling… I confess, it’s been years since I’ve practiced with it... Little need for such things in the Library -- the miraux do an excellent job keeping the rats down…
I suspect you will find more use for your weapons – and your wits – in the wild. Indeed, you may come to value that sling more than your books, in time…
Don’t let my brother hear that joke. I’ve heard enough of the perils of the wilderness to last me a few decades as one of his spiderguard recruits.
Your brother is trying to help.. in the way he understands. You will need the spiderguard on this journey Gladdir -- I won’t say more, I can see I’m darkening your mood. Just one more thing. Please, take this.
…. Containment… you know I can’t open this.
Not yet.
It will be years… perhaps decades before I am able to open this. How--
When you are capable of opening it, you will be ready to read its contents.
….
Don’t look so sullen, Gladdir. You know I am no agral. I would not deprive you of knowledge without good reason. And don’t try to open it early -- don't feign offense Gladdirr, we both know your affinity for, shall we say, curiosity -- You’re more likely to harm yourself and the information in the process.
Yes, Master Thabal.
You needn’t sulk. I know that, to you, intentionally withheld knowledge is the worst kind of secret. Trust me when I tell you I have a good reason for withholding it, and I do so with your best interests at heart.
Yes, Master.
Oh, and Gladdirr. Please. Keep the letter between us.
Yes, Master Thabal…….. I will. I will miss… the Library.
You will find, I believe, that the world beyond Khordal is full of books… of a different sort…. Goodbye Gladdirr. May Ak-Quan guide you safety there…. And back.
A dinner conversation
Gladd, come in, come in.
Brother…. Good evening. Thank you for the invitation.
You have ink on your cheek. Right… there…
I’ll get it.. I’ll get it! Leave me be.
Fana and Korar are inside. They’ve been wait--
I am sorry to be late. I was absorbed in my prep--
Uncle Gladd!
Korar, how are you? I’m sorry I’m late Kor… I brought you something.
Did you write me a rune?!
Not quite, just as good though. A book.
Is this from the Grand Library?
Indeed. This one is the three-thousand year old myth of the Ungolfad, it’s called Itanlok’s Sorrow
Filling his head with Syl nonsense. Just because--
Brother. I know you believe we should stumble blindly through the dark, swinging our axes at all that we do not underst--
Thirr… Gladd.. please. Sit. Let us eat.
You’re right Fana – I’m sorry. That was rude… I think you’ll enjoy it Kor. I’ll test your memory of it when I return.
Thanks uncle Gladd… I got you something too!
….
This is. Beautiful… Kor… Fana… you shouldn’t have --
It’s not every day a Darrin leaves these halls, much less with a commission from the Vallakarl.
Council hasn’t voted yet, Fana. They should send a military detachment if you ask me. Syl be damned.
Come now Thirr, you really believe they’re going to reject the Runemasters’ choice to investigate something only a Runemaster could understand? Gladd will clearly go.
Fana. Thank you. For your confidence and the wonderful gift. Much finer than my current instruments. Whose selete is this?
It’s Orrim’s, from here in Caelbo. I’ve heard he is the finest penmaker under the mountain. He boasts like he is in any event. Says five of the nine Masters of the Circle will only use his pens. He wouldn’t tell me who the other four favor…
You will need a good axe too, brother.... and an arm to swing it.
I have no doubt your compatriots will bring axes enough. The Circle did not select me for my combat prowess… We will need more than brutes in Charadun. Or do your spiderguard take breaks from their hacking to study the history of the Chakrandrum or the ancient runes of power--
I fear you will finally learn the value of the spiderguard on this--
Stop. I did not come here for more lectures and fearmonger--
I pray to Ghardan Aglar you are spared from the realities of--
Brothers! Please! Eat. We are celebrating. Kor does not need your endless bickering again tonight.
You are right, Fana. I’m sorry…. I am the consummate unrefined guest. Forgive me…. Let us enjoy this meal and praise Opuinkraghorn for Kor’s handsome Brathnaii beard --
Uncle Gladd! It’s a proper Khordaldrum beard! The elders believe it will be long enough to braid by my name day next Trevack.
You are right, Kor. I have no doubt you will earn many braids. Like your father…. I hope to be home in time to celebrate with you -- and of course I will bring you a token from my travels. Perhaps an ancient tome from our lost brothers in the east.
…..me too brother… me too. I pray you are home by next Trevack…
An unheard conversation
Gladd unpacks his rumpled bag for the fifth time.
I’m obsessing again… Kharox… Thirrin’s right.. I have no idea what I’m doing… why does Thabal seem so certain I’m the one they should send.
As he methodically takes inventory and packs away his traveling supplies, now for the sixth time, he hesitates for a moment on his books. He traces the embossed cover of his well-worn Runes, inhaling the smell of ink and parchment that transport him to the Grand Library.
Thabal said I’d find comfort in continuity, but how can I possibly keep up with Darkis while I’m on the road and he’s tucked away in the stacks. And without a Master… I’ll fall hopelessly behind… and before my first Sending even.. Unless… Unless there really is a Master to rival the Circle in Charadun. Who else could have empowered that Rune.. Even Immin doesn’t Know the obsidian Rune…. Bringing back that Knowledge would mean…… It would mean it’s worth the risk.
He wraps the books in his bedroll before they disappear into the bag. He secures a small lantern to the outside of the bag, then unrolls a small leather pouch that holds an ornate pen barrel and several nibs, each with a different grind. He examines them carefully, slotting them into the barrel in turn, and taking a few well-practiced strokes onto a loose leaf of parchment that lays on the table by the bed, until he eventually chooses one nib best suited for his task. He does not dip the pen in the inkwell that sits at the other end of the table, but instead repeats the same character again and again, more deliberately with each cycle. The repetitive motion leaves a small groove in the parchment that gradually deepens with each pass. Gladdirr whispers softly to himself at first. The motions become more of a ritualistic meditation as Gladdirr repeats the strokes over and over. He eventually begins to hum softly. It is not a melody but a low pitched tone with almost indiscernible modulations that track the pen’s upward and downward movement on the page. As Gladd leans closer to the page, his unkempt hair falls across his face but he does not stop to sweep it out of his eyes. Instead, he closes them and continues to trace the character that is now as clear on the page as if it were drawn it in ink. With his free hand, he follows the groove a few inches ahead of the pen. His head slowly, ever so slightly, begins to move in rhythm with the ebbs and flows of the character, as if in response to the unheard music of the pen’s motion. He maintains his practice long enough for the candle on the table to burns itself out. He does not appear to notice until the pen eventually comes to a halt. Gladdirr opens his eyes slowly and looks around in the darkness, apparently unsurprised that his light source has gone out. He does not bother to light a new candle, but he slowly stands and tucks the parchment away into a loose leaf book full of hundreds of similarly inscribed pages. He stretches the palm and forearm of his right hand and gently cracks his knuckles one by one. He appears relaxed and contemplative, and sits for a while at the foot of the bed instead of immediately returning to his packing.
I’m close. It’s beginning to feel like Truth. The upstroke is similar, and the cadence and angle of the serif are identical. I wish I had another month with Thabal. It will take longer on the road, but I can feel the shape of clearly now… Not long…
Eventually Gladd removes the nib, places it and the barrel in the leather pouch and rolls and fastens the pouch. He does not stow it but leaves it on the table. Next he carefully handles several small bottles. Four opaque and sealed with wax and one translucent with a clear liquid and a corked top. He pauses and looks at the clear bottle, hesitating, again lost in thought.
I wish Anrim could come. He’ll never leave Calebo though. Not now, even if the Council had need for a smith… He’d laugh if he knew I was bringing this. Probably call me a superstitious old cleric. I’ve kept it close by this long… and… probably a while before I’ll see the Aglar Inn again….
He gently wraps and tucks away the bottles and continues to pack for a time before he’s interrupted by a sound from the vestibule. He turns and sees a small insectoid peek its head around the corner. Apparently recognizing Gladdirr, the creature scuttles toward him, antenna twitching and emitting a barely-audible chittering. Gladdirr stoops and gently strokes one antenna and runs his hand along the creature’s plated back, which comes up to Gladd’s knee.
“Ciril, I’m afraid I’ve got nothing exciting today. Same iron shavings from Fallday will have to do...”
Gladdirr turns, takes a few steps, then looks back at the bed where his bag still sits, still half packed. Noting the creatures antenna twitching toward the bag, he returns to the bed, hefts the bag onto his shoulder and gathers up a small knife with an intricate handle and glistening blade and a plain but well-made short sword.
“I trust you Ciril, but no reason to tempt you to a snack that would cost me dearly. Come, come.”
The insectoid follows Gladdirr from the room, chittering and antenna waiving more animatedly at the sight of the blades. In the next room, Gladdirr pulls a small sack from a shelf and pours a line of dull reddish shavings onto the floor. The creature moves more quickly than its ponderous gait suggested, gobbling up the scraps as its tail twitches rapidly. Gladdirr lays his weapons and bag on the shelf out of reach from the creature and sits down on the floor cross legged, resting his hand on its back as it feeds.
“You’ll have to make do with the smithies’ tailings in the Iron Corridor for a while Ciril. I’m going on a trip… Trust me, you’d hate it. Terrifyingly open space, sunlight, flora… Spiderguard blustering and stomping about.. you’ll be much happier here in Caelbo… and safer… Just keep out of Jardon’s forge. If he spots you lurking near his wares, you’re more likely to catch and axe than eat one…”
The insectoid gives no indication of understanding, but, having finished its meal, it chitters more slowly and lays next to Gladd’s leg on the stone floor as Gladd absentmindedly brushes its antenna with the back of his hand.
The two sit in silence for a while, both apparently content.