Ello' again. I have written a new poem, please Enjoy -SilentOne


Home From Home As I stray, my moods
they change

In my heart I know
i'm lost, my mind
refuses to believe,
as it continues to
search for, it's home
from home

In my cheerfilled ways
will I stay, yet never
will I find my home
from home.

Tears of rage and sorrow
flow down my face in
hatred pain, the flames
crackling in mirth, my
home from home is
burned away

Angered with deadly fury,
I cry in silent greif, the
ashes blow away, once
again I loose my
way

Sitting down in denied
defeat I yell and scream
for all I want know is
my home from home
infront of me.

Tears falling like a raging
storm, I call out in silence,
how could I've lost my way
once again, when it was
so close, my home from
home.

In my mind I hear it
calling me, to go back
to where it all began,
before I ran away.

I move not forward nor
back as I sit in silent
rage looking ahead of
me at the ruins
that was and is now

My home from home
-now distant hope.

Greetings, this poem, i wrote due to extreme boredom >.< enjoy

Understanding Some claim me
as something i'm
not, why won't
it stop?

They judge what they
can't understand, yet
if i'm supposed to
feel numb, what
is the reason behind
the pain i feel?

They say i have no
heart, so why does it
feel like it's' breaking?

They call me the Queen
of Darkness, yet i don't
understand, why put
people through pain
after pain?

Am i somehow hated
because i'll never
break free of the
comforting shadows?


Am I feared because
they wish to be afraid?

Why can't i
understand the
creatures..

...known as...

...humans

Angry Flames In my hand I
hold the window
of truth from
everyone.

Surrounding myself
in a clored wall, a
simple building

My tears stream
down my face
in angered flames

Freedom from the
hate and lies,
I fight the sorrow
which is held
deep within

Scorn and malice
in my face, secret
hidden raging
flames, dwell
so far below my
happiness

Until my end,
I will not hide,
When I feel no
more pain, I will
weep tears of
joy

then it hits,
my greif and
pain, inwhich
I had locked
away

Locked deep inside
my guilt and happiness
hidden from everyone
-including myself

Never to be seen
or remembered, my
greif and pain
I locked away

Sealed in a air tight
jar, my secret bottle,
to hide from the
world - the weaker
me

Then it flees - my
weaker me -
runs away, back to
it's prison of hurt
and betrayal

Droplets rain down
on top of me, Droplets
of Angered Flames

Hello again, I am back with the latest of my creations. Please, Enjoy -SilentOne

Forget Me Not Laughing ways, caring
days.

I wish I may, I wish
I might, grant this
wish I make tonight.

High upon your
perfect cloud, hear this
wish I place tonight.

Still is the air, empty in
the night. I state this
dream of mine.

The wish I plea, to be
heard, up above, the
unending sky.

Crying hearts deep
inside, down below
your happy cloud
Nine. Stop if you
may and listen
close, what you
hear is this.

In my dream,
I wish for a time,
where all was
still, and that you
are near.

Screaming pleas
of you to come,
come and see, down
far below.

In my heart, I wish
you here, never
would let you go,
that is my biggest
fear.

This wish of mine,
now I see, is no
more than a dream.

Stars twinkle above
my head so high,
They did not grant
my wish tonight.

Rain pours down,
now I know, my
wish was no more
than a ploy. It
could not come
true, no matter
how strong I believed.

My heart in my
throat, now I wish
to go home, back
to where, I can
dream.

A gentle voice,
heard on the wind,

"Forget me not"

My wish was heard.

I wish I may, I wish
I might, grant this
wish, I make tonight.

Is it just me, Silent, or is there maybe just a hint of optimism in that last one?

Good stuff, as always, Dar-dar-dear.

silent, probably one of your best works yet. I love the play off of the child rhyme and incorperating it into your more mature poem. it just works! gotta love it

Hello, I have decieded to post up the following poem. Please keep in mind that this poem is not about any one persons here. I mean no offence by it. Please enjoy -SilentOne


Suffocating Thought you could get away,
with the fact that all you gave me
was false sense of security?

what made you think, that i'd
never figure it out? That all you
said to me, was piled lies on one
another?

did it not mean anything? Did
my trust mean so little to you? Did
my friendship i offered and gave away,
dwindled to nothing?

Breathing heavily, tears escape
a broken soul, in which it can
never be, repaired.

the damage done, it's gone, lost
forever shall it be

disappeared, without a trace, is what
you're lies, your hidden words, have
caused. Never again.. will you
see

Did all we do, never phase you?
was all it a lie, to get me to
lower my guards? drop my walls,
was that all it was for?

Promises broken, never be replaced,
This is what you've caused with you
malice ways.

Battered, bloodied, wounded
and scorned. This is who you
caused me to become, I'll never
forget..

was it a mistake? when I offered
my friendship to you? I believed
that you wouldn't lie to me, you made
me believe you're soft spoken words of
how you'll ever never betray me.

Your words were lies, now I can't
believe anything you say. It's done,
It's over...

Leave me be!

I dont want to believe,
not anymore,
I don't want to believe
anything you say.

Let me go!

I don't care what you say,
I don't care how much
you beg, i want you to leave,
never come back, never
return.

Let me breathe!

I can't handle it anymore,
i can't breathe, let me
go, let me live, my life as
i wish.

Don't do this!

Back up, don't come closer,
i dont want you near me!

I dont care what you have
to say, i'm not listening
anymore.

I'm done, i'm through!

It will do you no good..

...to..

..Suffocate Me!

Kyle sits silent for a while and then as if speaking to no one but toward the Lady SilentOne, “Your words have more truth than some may think. They sting like a poison dagger one might hold to their own bosom, yet as soft as a summer day moved by the wings of a butterfly.” Kyle lifts his tankard to his now quiver lips and takes a sip to steady his nerves or to hide what he is now feeling inside. “The heart will not let go, the mind will not forget, the body longs for, the soul devoured.” He then pauses and a smile drifts across his face. “A poisoned chalice is the raven unto me.”

Greetings,

I am back with one of my newer poems. I stopped writing in June of this year and recently started back up. Please enjoy. - SilentOne

Journey Embark on a journey
embrace the way of life..

No telling who will jummp
out and ask for your help,
no tellling when you'll be turned
away just because you failed at
being the one thing that a person
truly needed.

No seeing ahead, of what life will
bring. bring to you, a cold hate filled
hand. Hand by hand you will defend. Fate
by fate, will you learn to hate?

No sensing the danger that lies ahead, on
that eerie dark path. Wandering down a cold
hatred way. is the way you must take. No turning
back.

Not a look, not a glance, of what you
might become if you shall fail. upon
doing this task. This task, that was given
to you to complete in time, there will be
no helping hand

No key to turn, no door to unlock, no map
to look to. Wandering in circles, your eyes
tightly closed, trying to escape, trying to
fail.

Embark on a journey
...Embrace the way of life
You have just begun..

Worlds Divided In a world divided by hate
and anger, how will you fair
within it's grasp? Will you fight
to free yourself? or let it take
you fully?

Would you forget about all the
things you care about? or would
you fight to be free?

Would you pretend that everything
was normal, that you arent trapped
inside the anger and hate? Or
would you give up and let it
consume you?

Would you leave behind all the
joy and happiness? what side then
would you go to?

What side in this divided world
would you pick to stay on? Would
you be happy there? or would you
feel like you were betrayed someone
close to you?

Would you enjoy which ever side
you picked in this world
divided?
For this poem, i wrote early this morning. A round of insomnia hit that i couldn't shake off. With me being on painkillers i thought that it would help make me fall asleep, but alas.. it hasn't. This poem isn't about anything and/or one. I just wrote it to try and stop the jumbled thoughts that are currently flying around in my mind.

Vanish
There comes a time
where you think you
have everything figured
out.

One minute your with a friend
that you've known for years
the next, nothings there.. On the
receiving end.

No one to listen to your stories,
no one there to make you smile.

One minute you're talking about
some stupid joke, the next you're
crying like someone killed your
soul

One minute you're talking about
something you did at school that
day. The next your screaming out
in pain.

Vanish without a thought, without a
word to ease her mind. Just picked up
and left without a sound.

One minute we're talking and chatting
away, the next, she's alone,
no one to ease her troubled mind.

No one to take away the pain, no one
around to comfort her.

Picked up and left you did..
Trying to move one, I tried to
forget.

I tried to push the fact you werent
there to the back of my mind

Tried to forget that you..

...Vanished before my eyes.
I can't remember why i wrote this, but it's not against or about anyone at the inn.

Greetings. I'm sorry for the long delay of posting anything. I've hit a road block on whether or not I wanted to post anything else up. So many people have caused me to almost loose my writing spark on various occasions. So, I'm willing to try again to see what people think about my poetry. I mean no offense to any one on the site, the poems are meant for me to write out the overrun emotions i feel from day to day life.


Perhaps one day.. I'll get it...
Words are useless to me, I cannot
fathom what it's like to truly speak my
mind.

Forgive me, dear friend, for i'm trying
to understand. But I'm not good at
saying what's on my mind, not in speaking
at any rate.

Perhaps, I should continue this drabble,
and perhaps, you'll understand what i'm
trying to say, when the words wont come
to my lips. Past my head, Out of my mouth,
they need to be.

Maybe, I'm not cut out for this stuff, Maybe,
i should stop, while i still can. Maybe, I shouldn't
be trying so hard, to become what they all
wish me to be.

Will I someday, know, what it's like to speak my
mind, rather than just bottle it up inside? Maybe,
Maybe not. Walking Time bomb may I be, for now
until the end, so should it be.

Unraveling is soon to pass, Venting, is all i need
to overcome it. Unwilling to do it? Or just afraid?
what path is mine, Which one to take?

I'm sorry I'm not like everyone else, I figured it would
get boring with so much of us around. Perhaps, I was
wrong in doing what I did, To make me forgive, what a stupid
thing to think.

Forgetting is something i shouldn't have done. It made me
cold, heartless, a walking corpse to them all.

Above all, I know what i've done. It hurt so many, and so many
were lost. Perhaps, I am not cut out to be ... a friend. When one is in
need, i flee to the sea.

I'm all alone, in this world of life. In my own sorrowfilled cage, I must
start to fight. Yet this fight, inwhich i must partake, will only end in
sadness, and unbearable pain.

Bottling it up, deep inside, is all i know, and all I can do. For now,
It's what i'm good at,

Perhaps one day...

.. i'll get it.

I'm so glad that you decided to post something, and this is a really good poem. I can relate to this sometimes with certain aspects to it :S

I really enjoy reading your poems and I'm happy that your starting to write again, and this poem is definitely a keeper! Keep it up!

Just Breathe

Just starting to get the hang
of things and life
wants to throw curve
balls. Too much to handle..
too much to take in.. things are
swirling out of havoc.. Chaos
insueing.. Can't take it all in
i'm losing control.. what do i
do.. where do i turn?

Take a step back.. learn to let
go and just breathe.

Take a deep breath.. lay everything
out.. take one step at a time and you'll
do fine.

Scared to death of this new outside world,
where to begin to start to fit in.. Fit in with the old
life i used to have. Nothing normal, nothing the same
i'm a stranger in an old life. head starts spinning, images
blurr and i'm not sure where to begin to try and get
you lowly lives to understand.. I can't see, i can't move,
i'm lost without you..

Take a step back.. learn to let
go.. and Just breathe..

Tired of trying to do things that way, want to break
free and live it for me. why can't you people understand
let me go, let me see, let me do things.. on my own time..
.. You wont listen, so i walk away, that's what you get,
for not giving time to heal.. Now you can just back away
and get out of my life because all i need to do, is

.. Just breathe

Please stick around this time, will ya? Your poems are always a good read.