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Topic: My Creations
Subject: One In dire need of getting out...
Hello, again... I have decided to post up another one of my poems, it is called Give Up. I felt this way because of fights with friends and unending emotions that i cannot control. Please, i mean no harm in what i write. -SilentOne
Give Up
I'm sorry for not giving you what
you yearned for. I'm sorry for not
telling the truth, when all you
got was lies ontop of lies.
I'm sorry for the way i am, i'm sorry
for the things i've done. I'm sorry
for the ways i act. and I'm sorry
for the msitakes i've made.
I'm sorry for the tears i shed, when
all you needed was a hug or a friend
I'm sorry for the weakness i show, when
all i'm supposed to do is take it all
I'm sorry for not being who you wish
me to be. I'm sorry that i can't show you
what you want. I'm sorry i'm not who you
seek.
I'm sorry for the times you've cried, i'm sorry
for the ways you've screamed. I'm sorry that you've
been alone, and i'm sorry that i dont care.
I'm sorry for the pleas you've yelled, i'm sorry
for the nightmare you're in. I'm sorry that
i'm heartless. I'm sorry that i'm not myself and i'm
sorry that i'm not a friend.
I'm sorry for the way you act, i'm sorry for the way
you fake, i'm sory for the way you lie, i'm sorry
that i dont believe.
I'm sorry all you can do is pretend. I'm sorry you
have no real friends. I'm sorry that you're fake
I'm sorry that i wish for your end
I'm sorry for the grudge you hold, I'm sorry that I
refuse to change. I'm sorry for the things i've said
I'm sorry to a certian point, and I'm sorry to tell
you...
...I give up
Posted on 2006-09-06 at 11:41:14.
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Topic: My Creations
Subject: My Creations
Hello, most of you know, or rather, i hope you remember, but i have written poems through the lonely years of highschool. I still write them today. However, most of them, are not that happy, infact most of them are kinda depressing, kinda sad, and kinda hatefilled. Rest assured that i will not put up poems that A)Do not fit with my intentions. B) feel it unworthly of being put up or C) if i just plain don't feel like it. The poem i would like to share with you, is a tad bid sad, and i wish it not to offend anyone. My poems are written with raw emotions that is why they are so strongly sad or classified as "dark". Now back to the topic at hand. The poem i am about to post, was when i was going through a tragic time of depression, loneliness and plain old, "i'm tired of living" Please keep in mind that this is NOT a poem about death or suicide and please take the time to read it. It's called All I needed and it is about what i needed from a friend at the time of my.. issues. Please, Enjoy.
All I needed
You say it's hard to think
of stuff to say when i talk
about what's bugging me,
have you ever realized that
i just needed to talk?
Sure I cry when I spill
my guts, but all i really
needed was someone to listen.
It didn't matter if you
couldn't find something
to say to me, because I
didn't need words to
comfort me, I just needed
a friend.
You're too wrapped up
in what you believe,
what you think i need
that you never got the
message.
I just needed a friend,
to listen, so i can get
stuff off my chest.
I don't need words all
the time to make me
feel better just with
having a friend there..
thats all i needed.
I may have more to say,
I may just go quiet, but
Please, don't tell me you
understand because I know
deep down you don't.
You never realized what you
had, until the moment you
lost me forever. All i wanted,
was to have something there,
a friend to stand by. A shoulder
to cry on.
You will never understand the
pain i feel inside, because you
always jumped the gun and
thought i needed words
to soothe my pain
You thought you knew
everything about me, but
in actual fact you only knew
the fake me. Never the real
person that lied on the inside.
Yes i lied, i'm sorry that i did
but i felt i had no other choice.
I lied to protect myself, in what
i thought would be, a big mistake
to share my pain
Please forgive me, for i shouldn't
have done what i've done. But
can you see now? Can you now
understand?
I just wanted a friend..
..that's all i needed.
Posted on 2006-09-05 at 02:22:27.
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