i wrote this last night. i don't really know what it is. there's a random mood change in the middle cuz i got angry.you'll prolly be able to tell when that is. other than that..it's self explanatory.

Have you ever felt invisible? Like nobody sees you? Like you are the only person in the world? Like those faces you see and the voices you hear directed towards you are just figments of your imagination? Welcome to my world.

Everyday they walk past me with fake smiles and glazed eyes. To them I'm transparent. A whisper. Part of their conversation but not in it. With them but not belonging. Together yet isolated. Day after day goes by with no change. I am alone. My heart is gone. Shattered in a million pieces and scattered by the wind, never to be restored again. And so apathy sets in. The passion of the past has dissolved. The hope of the future is buried too deep to ever dig up. All that is left is the present.
And yet with nothing left, a small flame still flickers. Anger. Resolve. Desire. Determination. Tear stained eyes focused on the future once again. "They can crush me. They can beat me. They can shun me. They can mock me. But they can't stop me." The flickering candle is now a blazing fury, burning pure white. Fighting the current, the storm, the wind, and the hatred I will overcome. Not just barely, licking my battle wounds. I will explode out of this hellhole leaving everyone else in the dust. And the faces of those who used to stare past me will be a fading memory..invisible.