pesticide?

Actually, I barely sleep. 3-4 hours in a night, and they aren't all in a row. I have a lot of trouble sleeping alone, and when I do, it's usually under and behind the heaviest furniture I can find. Dangerously paranoid and all that.

Try medication for that it will help.

Yeah.. small issue with that... One of the way my paranoia manifests most strongly is a complete mistrust of the entire medical community. A special combination of bad experiences in my life has pretty well turned me against the whole lot of them. If I take a pill, I was forced and will never trust the person who did it again. Needles? Well, let's just say my entry into the military included the phrase "You're going to need more people than that to hold me down if you want to give me those shots, doc..."

It's not that horrific a problem, though... I can't sleep alone. If there's someone I trust with me, I sleep very well. I'm told that I talk in my sleep on occasion, and by all reports, I hug, cuddle, and give back rubs in my sleep at all times.

that's soooo sweet Ryst.
A snuggler, cuddler, backrubber...
now THAT'S what I'M talkin' about

Ryst gives great backrubs...


...I mean...

perhaps Ryst can help you with your companion character

Perhaps you can...HEY LOOK OVER THERE! *runs*

that sleep is boring

I love having dreams, I have more fun in dreams then I do in real life and I get to spend time with people I don't see very often. Usually dreams feel as real as memories. They are so cool.

I'm not sweet. I'm mean, vicious, and brutal. I'm a narcissistic, egocentric, megalomaniac suffering from extreme paranoia aggravated by sleep deprivation. I'm prone to bouts of severe depression and sudden fits of rage.

you sure know how to kill a mood doncha.


But anyone who gives back rubs cannot be ALL bad. I REFUSE to belive it! You can't make me.

You may be a dysfunctional nut but you're a sweet dysfunctional nut.

Well, I tried.

you made me smile !
You're so sweet

I haven't slept in 6 days. Literally.