I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Don't try to rush "getting over it", it will hurt for a while. I know you have a good circle of friends and family, so you won't lack for hugs, but here's a virtual one from me *hugs*

yeah it is hard to handle, but that's alright, I've got a strong heart.

I just saw this thread today and I feel tremendously guilty and sick to my stomach right now for being the only voice of dissent to you being pregnant.

I can't help but think I may have given you such doubts that caused a raised lvl of tension causing the miscarrige God Flirt I am so very sorry. Look you have me on Yahoo messenger please let me know a good time for us to talk ok I need to know your ok.

it wasn't you that caused it. It just wasn't meant to be I guess. Either way, I'm fine. Been keeping myself REALLY busy. I'm still trying to get settled in to the new place.

Looks like i won't be making many posts in the next long while. I'm moving up to Toronto with my mom. I just made the decision this morning when I got up. I'm going to be gone tomorrow. I don't know if I can take the computer or not. *sighs* I have a lot of things to do before tomorrow morning rolls around.

Your computer is important so you can keep is touch with your RDInn friends but if for some reason you can't take it with you let me know I have an laptop that is not being used. a few pixels are out in the screen but other that that it works great. I can send it to you when you get settled in

thanks, that would be great, I it is a laptop hmm, never had it.

..... my prayers are with you!

I have made it up to Toronto safely, just wanted to let everyone know that.

That I don't post any more. I'm up at 5:30 am, and gone out of the house by 6:20, and don't get home until at the earliest 7pm. Usually I don't get home until 8 though. I will normally pop in, but only to see if I have any pm's and that's it.